The Sicks(6) Souls

I wish I could separated my body and brain into 6 parts.

First one for my academic life, to study, read some good books, which actually i really have to do that.
Second one for my job, I need to concentrate on my job and my 3 students
Third, for the organization that I've join. And I know that I have to be responsible with what i've chose
Forth, for having a boyfriend. For now, having a boyfriend is such an impossible thing to happen. Almost every boy, need more time for me to be with him, care about him, and it such a weight on my back. I need a boyfriend that can support me with not much effort, and deal with my insensitive.
Fifth, for travelling.
Sixth, for be with my self, without anyone's calls, messages, or anything. I just need to be with my self,tv set and dvd.

I don't care if people judge me, so irresponsible or ego or insensitive.
I do much care to lots of people, spent my time, but they're not appriciate it.

I'm sorry for this.
But if, one day, you can't call me, text me, or see me, may be I am in my Fifth or Sixth soul.

Because I am busy and I know it.
Somehow, I need to be disappeared from those crazy things around my head.