Kamis, 24 November 2011

The Sicks(6) Souls

I wish I could separated my body and brain into 6 parts.

First one for my academic life, to study, read some good books, which actually i really have to do that.
Second one for my job, I need to concentrate on my job and my 3 students
Third, for the organization that I've join. And I know that I have to be responsible with what i've chose
Forth, for having a boyfriend. For now, having a boyfriend is such an impossible thing to happen. Almost every boy, need more time for me to be with him, care about him, and it such a weight on my back. I need a boyfriend that can support me with not much effort, and deal with my insensitive.
Fifth, for travelling.
Sixth, for be with my self, without anyone's calls, messages, or anything. I just need to be with my self,tv set and dvd.

I don't care if people judge me, so irresponsible or ego or insensitive.
I do much care to lots of people, spent my time, but they're not appriciate it.

I'm sorry for this.
But if, one day, you can't call me, text me, or see me, may be I am in my Fifth or Sixth soul.

Because I am busy and I know it.
Somehow, I need to be disappeared from those crazy things around my head.

Jumat, 04 November 2011

Si Kokom dan teman teman butuh bantuan kalian!!

Did u ever feel like don't even wanna know about what will happen tommorow, what interesting part of tommorow, and what are you going to do tommorow? and you don't feel like wanna seize the day.
I was.
I was in the trouble, that it is hard for to me explain, even to my bestfriends.
And I just told the obvious part.

Di hari-hari yang melelahkan buat gue saat itu, gue akhirnya ikut temen2 kampus buat bakti sosial dia pedongkelan buat ngajar anak2 gak mampu.
Yang gue inget banget namanya Kokom.
Anak perempuan yang tadinya gue pikir laki-laki karena rambutnya yang pendek dan rada petal haha .
Dia baik, gak nakal, and i love her.

Besoknya kita ke taman bacaan di Bekasi, tadinya males banget karena pagi. But then, I really think that i have to go. I would be frustrated kalo di rumah doang.
Sampe sana, kita ngadain lomba untuk merayakan hari Sumpah pemuda.
Disana gue ketemu Ibu dan Bapak- bapak yang merelakan banyak waktunya buat ngurus taman bacaan ini.
Mereka cerita, kalo anak2 ditaman bacaan ini dari kampung yang masih ada sebagian malu untuk masuk ke dalam taman bacaan karena bajunya sobek, kotor. Dan mereka yang di taman bacaan punya semangat luar biasa buat baca buku, main puzzle, mereka bahkan gak punya boneka, tas, pen.
Kadang kalo di bandingin anak murid gue yang mainan sampe kebuang2, di suruh baca susahnya seampun-ampun. Beda banget.
Tapi yang bikin gue surprise mereka selalu semangat! Bahkan sering bapak - ibu taman bacaan ini nemuin anak sendirian di taman bacaan sedangkan yang lain pulang makan, dia gak pulang karena udah 2 hari di rumahnya gak ada makanan.
Mereka yang bikin gue ngerasa selalu bersyukur dan mendorong gue untuk do something for them.

Karena kalo hanya bapak dan ibu tadi, juga temen2 gue tanpa orang lain, seperti kita berjuang 1 melawan 100 orang. And you know that it's impossible.

Karena itu lewat blog ini juga gue menyampainkan ke kalian, mereka anak2 kampung itu masih punya mimpi yang kita bisa bantu buat menjadikan itu nyata.

Kalian di luar negeri, jangan lupa pulang because I believe that Indonesia have really big potential, that have been already wasted and taken by other people. Kalian bisa bantu mereka, buat menyediakan lapangan kerja buat mereka, waktu mereka besar nanti.

Thanks for read my blog =)

Love,
Nedra.




P.S : kalo kalian punya buku anak2, boneka, tas, pensil ato apa aja yang sudah mau dibuang, bisa hubungin gue buat menyampaikan ke mereka.
Bantuan kecil kalian berarti banget buat mereka=)