These Serenade

I know that these songs are not sort of extremely love song that melt me down, with their love serenade. But, Teenage dream and Firework from Katy Perry burn me up!

At first , gue gak tau apa yang bikin gue hari ini semangat. In the end, gue juga gak semangat karena aktifitas gue yang menurut gue membosankan. Hidup gue jadi gak berwarna cerah seperti pelangi. Emang hidup gak harus selalu seperti pelangi. Tapi lebih baik kalo hidup lu secerah pelangi.

Then, i listen to these songs. I'm not telling you a fake truth, but it is true that these songs burn my passion about my goal, what i used to do for another day.

To be honest to you, i have no super brightly ambition. In my head, i just wanna do my best, trying every chances that can open my future. But, at least , i know what i'm going to do.

Believe it or not, karena lagu ini lah gue berani mengambil suatu keputusan yang berani and spontaneous. Dan karena keputusan gue inilah, bikin gue punya goal yang tetap. And im dying to reach it.

The point is, walaupun sebuah hal itu simple, sama seperti lagu ini...itu bisa bikin lu smangat, ngerubah sesuatu jadi lebih baik.

And, for sure, i believe on THE POWER OF THE MUSIC. And you should believe it, i think.

Singapore Airlines Dream

Hari ini gue juga di kejutkan lagi dengan advertisment di koran

cari cabin crew buat Singapore Airlines(SQ), nyokap gue sangat mendukung gue buat apply.

Katanya temennya dia jaman dulu kuliah apply, dan dapet.

Tadinya gue juga inget kuliah gue, pasti gak kuliah..

tapi pengorbanan itu akan jadi berarti dibanding, kita bisa keluar negri gratis

even istilahnya jadi housemaid di pesawat, paling gak gue gak bakal di local flight

you know what i mean.

Gw juga ngeliat siapa yang gue layanin nantinya...

Gue jadi semakin ngebet.. bisa latihan conversation tiap hari..

kalo perjalanan panjang, off beberapa hari di hotel.

Kalo lagi off bisa jalan2.. sukur2 kalo disana dapet gaetan..hahaha =P

Gw ngerasa makin mempunyai kesempatan karena, paling gak gue bisa lancar bhs.inggris

Gw juga gak lebih pendek dari pramugari international biasanya

walaupun , emang gue gak ada pengalaman apa2..

Moreover, gaji gue yang dollar bisa buat gue nabung

dibanding kerja yang sekarang..

tiba-tiba gue jadi semangat banget tentang hari depan gue.

Gue bakal cuti kuliah, jadi pramugari. Keluar negri..

jarang2 di jakarta dengan kemacetannya yang menggila.

Gue selalu pengen move out dari kota ini, sendirian ato bersama seorang ato dua orang teman gue

Tentang pacar gue, kalo seandainya dia di jakarta ataupun dimana dia berada

di hari off gue, gue juga pasti ngunjungin dia.

Dan pastinya ada waktu ke gereja bareng sama keluarga

karena gak menutup kemungkinan, gue pergi dan bisa gak balik lagi..

Dengan semangat serta mimpi yang menggebu -gebu, gue online & download form

Dan waktu gue liat qualificationnya.. BACHELOR DEGREE

cuma satu syarat itu yang menghentikan mimpi gue di sore hari

Teaching, is that what you do?

Suatu hari gue nonton suatu slide yang mirip2 kayak film gitu.

Ini cerita tentang seorang anak, sebut aja namanya Teddy.
Dia pasif banget di kelas, gurunya Mrs. Sally suka tanya kenapa, but he didn't answer any of her question.

Then, si Mrs. Sally liat report si Teddy.

Kelas 1 sampe kelas 3 baik- baik aja, Teddy seems a nice boy, his friends like him so much.

But , when his mother dead, dia makin memburuk. Secara fisik dan mental.

Dia jadi lusuh dan gak terawat. Dia juga jadi anak yang pasif.

Lalu Mrs. Sally sadar kalo sebenernya apa yang dia lakukan selama ini cuma memberi tau anak2 bagaimana menulis, membaca,berhitung. Tapi dia gak mengajar mereka.

Dan Mrs. Sally belajar dari Teddy untuk mengajar seorang anak, dengan memerhatikan mereka.

Bukan cuma mau tau si murid bisa melakukan apa yang gurunya suruh ato enggak.

Then, Teddy pun mulai membaik keadaannya.

At the christmas party, murid banyak bawa hadiah ini itu,

tapi Teddy cuma bawa sebotol parfum yang isinya setengah, dan gelang yang permatanya udah ada yang copot.

Ini hadiah mungkin gak layak , tapi Teddy bilang waktu Mrs. Sally pake parfum itu,

"You smell just like my mother" deep inside her heart, she just wanna cry.

Bertahun-tahun pun berlalu. Teddy sekarang menjadi lulusan terbaik jurusan kedokteran.

Dan surat yang dengan rutin Teddy kirimkan, di ikuti dengan undangan pernikahannya.

Teddy minta Mrs. Sally untuk bisa mendampingi Teddy di tempat orang tuanya yang sudah meninggal. Dan di hari H, Mrs. Sally dateng dengan parfum dan gelang mama nya Teddy.

Ini mungkin means nothing buat kalian, tapi ini bakal jadi meaningfull kalo di bandingin sama guru berikut ini

Dia seorang dosen yang paling di sebelin sepanjang masa, padahal dosen muda.

Dia selalu bilang orang stupid, gue tau dia pinter sampe jadi dosen,

tapi gak berarti dia bisa bego-begoin orang seenaknya.

Dia suka lewat dari jam yang di tetapkan, kita kuliah 2 sks, jadi bonus 3 sks sama dia

kadang 3stengah plus bacotnya yang gak penting dan kadang gak mendidik

Dia orang yg objektif, senengnya biasanya ama cewek cakep doang

What do you do, Sir?? are you teaching or just tell your student that they are not cleverer than you?? meaning they are stupid.

Me and 20 years from now

I often imagine my self when I get older when I was a little. And now I have to think really hard about how I am going to be in my future. Well, we all know that life will getting harder as the time goes by, but I believe as the time goes by my life will be greater then now. Although, I know that is not an easy thing to do, I have to make so much effort reach it.

I am going to be a better person with a great career in my next twenty year. Even though I am not on my golden age, I am in my thirtynine; I will work for my satisfaction. I am going to be a news reader in international section, not a full time worker. I choose not to be a full time worker because, I work for my satisfaction and I want to do more than just be a news reader. I want to be an inspiring speaker for teenager or youngster that can encourage them to stay in school and go reach their dream, no matter how far is it. The truth is, I am 19 now and I am still a student in English Department, where I am going to build a strong foundation to be an international news reader.

Now, I am still living with my parents, my brother, my sister and also my grandmother, but in twenty years from now, I believe that we will not stick together like what we are now. In my next twenty years, I will have a family, and so with my brother and sister. So, I will not stick together like that, I just cannot live if we are in the same house, even if it is big, because too many person will make too many problem. That will be better if we spent our weekend together or going somewhere after us going to the church. We often do the same thing now, going somewhere for lunch together, that is the time of our togetherness. My father told me to do the same thing if I am married to keep the togetherness of this family.

In my nineteen, I cannot make great things on my own, but in my twenty, I will do something great for everyone else. I am just a student and ordinary private teacher now, but in my next twenty years I really love to help another people to reach their dream trough education. I will not educate them directly like other teacher does, but I will support them to continue their study to the higher level, like to go to university. Another thing that I will do is, give some support trough my speech ability, like a seminar to encourage them to go to the university. I really concern on it because I know that every people need education for their better quality of life.

For all, I may not be somebody now, not a great or a famous person because I on my way to go for it. I will make a lot of effort to reach it, because I know that it is not an easy thing to reach. But I will try to make it in these twenty years to go, and I hope that I am still having a chance to go reach my dream.