Because every human have a choice

Sometimes i thought that maybe living like a puppy is much better than a human

gimana enggak?? kadang hidup anjing kecil yang lucu bisa lebih beruntung daripada pengemis di jalanan.. bisa makan 3 kali sehari, or maybe more than 3times a day..

tapi kalian tau ?? itu buat anjing kecil yang beruntung..
yang enggak, mereka dijalanan, dipukulin batu sama anak kecil

dan mending cepet mati aja kayaknya

And you know? they don't have a choice

Even they like it or not, they have to go trough it. They cannot kill them self

But, we're lucky to be a human. Because we are surrounded by choices

Even if not everytime but we ussualy are.

Kadang pilihan itu yang bisa mengarahkan hidup kita

mengubah hidup kita..dan itu alasan kenapa kita diberikan pilihan

untuk bisa mengarahkan hidup kita

untuk jadi lebih berwarna

lebih bermakna

buat kalian yang masih muda ataupun tua

kalian pasti punya pilihan, punya waktu untuk memilih

dan gunakan pilihan hidup kalian..

supaya hidup kalian lebih bewarna dan bermakna untuk dijalani..

bukan karena takdir yang ada

Because every human have a choice

LOGIC ERROR ABOUT DIVERSITY

Ini buat orang tua, atau orang muda yang punya mindset masih kayak orang tua jaman dulu.

Perumpamaan :
Gue mau nikah sama orang batak(no offense) padahal gue orang cina
Dan orang tua gue gak suka gue nikah sama cowo batak gue.
Katanya galak lah ini itu.
Dan pada akhirnya gue gak jadi nikah sama cowo batak itu, boro -boro macarin aja gak.

-just in case-

The point is, sometimes i just feel diappointed kenapa sih selalu ngeliat orang dari luarnya aja,
either dia orang cina, jawa,arab,bule.. ato apa lah dia..
selalu punya nilai jelek, tapi ini kesalahan logika.
Katanya orang jawa itu lambat, tapi gak semua orang jawa lambat.
Dan buat mereka yang suka liat orang dari bungkusnya aja.
You gotta change your way of thinking,dude.
Kasih mereka kesempatan buat buka jalan pemikiran dan benerin kesalahan logika lu.

That's all, and again, no offense guys!!

Jaden and disappointment.

Yeah.. i am easily believe on someone, especially my friend.

So, i believe you , Jade. I believe that you can take me somewhere that i never been.

Spent your time as much as you have. But, unfortunately, you don't even try when i get there.

I believe your words, that you'll never leave me alone, when i get there.

The truth is??

You don't even care whether i am alone or with someone else,

and i can bet, that you don't even know that i was hang out with your friend.

Jade,

You've promise me a lot, so i confidently come after you, and believe that you'll never let me got bored when i am with you. In fact, you don't even care whether i am bored or not.

I know that you already ask me out, just to spent our time with our friends in the coffee shop.

But, that is less than enough.

Maybe, this is my fault to expecting more from you.

But can i blame my feels?i don't think so.

Jaden,

I believe that you are the MAN of your word.

The truth is, you don't even remember what you've said.

You may be older than me, supposed to be more mature than me.

But, you are just a KID of your word.

We know that kid sometimes forget what he just said.

And you are just a kid of your word.

I am disappointed, but

I can forgive what you've done,because you're just a kid.

Thanks heaven for Larry, he filled my day after this moment of disappointment.

And i am totally fine, Jaden,my friend.

New Year's resolution : NOTHING but ONE THING

Some people said, We have to make a New Year's Resolution in order to make a better future.
But, for some people NYR is just like a dream that hanging in the ceiling of the room. In other word, it's just like a dream for January and we just forget it in february,and the follow month. Just pretend like, we have a future, a dream.

Why did i said, NOTHING BUT ONE THING??
To be honest to you, i have no resolution, almost every new year that i had.
For me, resolution is a dream, and just a dream if we just pretend it like a dream.
No effort to chase after it. And in the end, it is just a resolution that never be a solution of our life.

So, ONE THING that i want to do, is just do better than i've done so far.
Not make a same mistake, not fall in the same hole for twice.

It may seems so plain, but plain will be more colorful if we color it with our eagerness to do something better for next year.

I just feel i'm not doing the best that i can in 2010, and i will take a revenge on 2011.
One of my friend wanted to take me as his treasurer in my faculty's community, than i said that i couldn't take it. And after that, he finally took me for the member of the Public Relation.
He just said, maybe this is not you Sparkling Year, you should take a shot next year.

And, baby here i come!!!

Warga Negara Indonesia

Setiap orang pasti punya mimpi yang besar buat masa depan dia, ato buat masa depan orang lain juga atau bahkan buat negaranya.
Banyak orang gue temuin, punya mimpi ini itu buat dirinya dia, sejauh mereka cerita, dan itu bukan sesuatu yang salah sih menurut gue . Tapi ada satu teman gue yang bikin gue cukup kaget. Rupanya anak yang gue liat rada selenge-an ini sangat peduli sama negara nya,endonesa*two thumbs up*.
Waktu lagi cerita-cerita sama dia tentang keinginan gue cabs ke NYC dan meneruskan hidup gue disana, dia bilang "ni negara aja belom beres, tugas kita nih buat bantu beresin"*not exactly his word,more or less* Jujur ni, buat dia juga ada keinginan untung ganti nationality, sama kayak gue. Tapi sejelek-jelek apa negara kita, kita juga harus ada rasa setia sama negara ini.
Dalam hati kecil gue, gue juga punya keinginan buat ngebantu sedikit masalah terbesar di sini,poverty. Dan akar yg cukup berkaitan, lack of education and knowledge. Gue pengen bantu bisa sekolahin mereka yang udah SMA dan gak bisa lanjut. Karena, nantinya kalo mereka udah sukses, gue juga pengen mereka ngelakuin hal yang sama seperti apa yang gue akan lakuin.
Pada intinya sih simple, gue juga mungkin gak sesetia bakal ngerem di Indonesia. Tapi, dimanapun gue kerja dan hidup nantinya, gue bakal berusaha membantu membereskan MotherLand gue, dengan apa yang udah gue rencanain.

Buat temen gue, gue gak tau lu baca apa gak, you're a Loyal Man, u know that.

These Serenade

I know that these songs are not sort of extremely love song that melt me down, with their love serenade. But, Teenage dream and Firework from Katy Perry burn me up!

At first , gue gak tau apa yang bikin gue hari ini semangat. In the end, gue juga gak semangat karena aktifitas gue yang menurut gue membosankan. Hidup gue jadi gak berwarna cerah seperti pelangi. Emang hidup gak harus selalu seperti pelangi. Tapi lebih baik kalo hidup lu secerah pelangi.

Then, i listen to these songs. I'm not telling you a fake truth, but it is true that these songs burn my passion about my goal, what i used to do for another day.

To be honest to you, i have no super brightly ambition. In my head, i just wanna do my best, trying every chances that can open my future. But, at least , i know what i'm going to do.

Believe it or not, karena lagu ini lah gue berani mengambil suatu keputusan yang berani and spontaneous. Dan karena keputusan gue inilah, bikin gue punya goal yang tetap. And im dying to reach it.

The point is, walaupun sebuah hal itu simple, sama seperti lagu ini...itu bisa bikin lu smangat, ngerubah sesuatu jadi lebih baik.

And, for sure, i believe on THE POWER OF THE MUSIC. And you should believe it, i think.

Singapore Airlines Dream

Hari ini gue juga di kejutkan lagi dengan advertisment di koran

cari cabin crew buat Singapore Airlines(SQ), nyokap gue sangat mendukung gue buat apply.

Katanya temennya dia jaman dulu kuliah apply, dan dapet.

Tadinya gue juga inget kuliah gue, pasti gak kuliah..

tapi pengorbanan itu akan jadi berarti dibanding, kita bisa keluar negri gratis

even istilahnya jadi housemaid di pesawat, paling gak gue gak bakal di local flight

you know what i mean.

Gw juga ngeliat siapa yang gue layanin nantinya...

Gue jadi semakin ngebet.. bisa latihan conversation tiap hari..

kalo perjalanan panjang, off beberapa hari di hotel.

Kalo lagi off bisa jalan2.. sukur2 kalo disana dapet gaetan..hahaha =P

Gw ngerasa makin mempunyai kesempatan karena, paling gak gue bisa lancar bhs.inggris

Gw juga gak lebih pendek dari pramugari international biasanya

walaupun , emang gue gak ada pengalaman apa2..

Moreover, gaji gue yang dollar bisa buat gue nabung

dibanding kerja yang sekarang..

tiba-tiba gue jadi semangat banget tentang hari depan gue.

Gue bakal cuti kuliah, jadi pramugari. Keluar negri..

jarang2 di jakarta dengan kemacetannya yang menggila.

Gue selalu pengen move out dari kota ini, sendirian ato bersama seorang ato dua orang teman gue

Tentang pacar gue, kalo seandainya dia di jakarta ataupun dimana dia berada

di hari off gue, gue juga pasti ngunjungin dia.

Dan pastinya ada waktu ke gereja bareng sama keluarga

karena gak menutup kemungkinan, gue pergi dan bisa gak balik lagi..

Dengan semangat serta mimpi yang menggebu -gebu, gue online & download form

Dan waktu gue liat qualificationnya.. BACHELOR DEGREE

cuma satu syarat itu yang menghentikan mimpi gue di sore hari